to be a(mused)

to be a(mused).

November 8, 2013 at 8:15pm

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it is hard

to be a(mused)

when you k(no)w

that you are

(no)t

perfect

(no)t

glorious-

too, too human

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filled with de(sir)e

and we all k(no)w

that muses do not de(sire)

but s(pawn) the c(reactive) dreams of t(he)m that k(no)w

(her)

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so

how can it be

that i am a muse?

no, not so.

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too, too fine

for me...

too cold...

for i feel hot,

and am earthy

made of the bone of the man of the clay

i am seared (seered) by my own hu(man)ity

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this flesh

my flesh

is (fall)ible

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i love

i love

i love

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and am not a(muse)d

muses do not love

do t(he)y?